Never Expect. Never Assume. Never Demand.

These words have thought me a hell load of things which I never give importance in the past. Hmm. Expecting for a second chance should have made me back on track but like all love stories in real life.. Expectations are mere cover ups of wounds that no one else can see. I woke up one day having realized that that love affair won’t do me any good. He was overly immature and i was overly dramatic. I needed more than I expected of him. I yearned for something to hold on to But I was given nothing. It was a time to let go. What we have or might as well say, what we HAD was magical at the moment but it became a nightmare as it reached the end. 

He told me I was only one of the girls he just played with. But i know deep in my heart that he was real to me. maybe he was just using that scheme to lead me on and give out wrong interpretations then finally I will LET GO. I should have never expected him to love me back the way I was willing to give. I was enraged and all i could ever wished for was for me to have revenge. I was so eager to see him down, scarred and be left alone just like what i had experienced. I was embraced with motives and methods of his destruction. I planned and did whatever I think is possible. By the time I felt that i was winning the battle…..

(To be Continued)